Inner Peace

by Ally
(California)

I am 19 years old, in college and am with this wonderful guy. He's smart, funny and we have a lot in common. I know that God put him in my life for a very important purpose. I love him so, so much but I have been struggling with some things internally and am questioning many things in my life. I have had this drive (especially lately) to seek God and surrender myself to him. I have been a Christian my whole life, sometimes a struggling one but sometimes one with very strong faith, and I want internal peace. I am the type of person who worries about everything, and I mean EVERYTHING. How do I know God's peace and end the internal battles waging war against my heart? I know this question is kind of vague, but I am at a loss.